3/11/2008 rightly after the date resign from JUSCO, i’m starting my new job here as a research assistant.. not many thing that i can say here, about my new job.. hopefully this is the right way for me to get in a better life…(”,) i’m not saying JUSCO is not good, it is enough for me working in JUSCO, just because i want to get rid from shift basis working schedule. 9.30 in the morning till 6.30 its ok, but when switch to the next shift, start from 2.30pm untill 11.00 (sometimes untill midnite), this make my life so miserable.. besides that, no holiday on weekend..
here, in UKM i’m working under Prof Ragayah, she is a kind person.. she likes a mama to me.. :)  the thing i’m wondering about her……, huhu can’t tell here… (”,) finish about her..(”,) (die macam kelakar skit, walaupun serius orgnya)

schema, blur the words that can describe who i am rite now, maybe because of the work enviroment… actually the tittle above not really happens yet, hopefully soon will be coming..(”,)

people always say “sky is the limit” and i’ll make sure that the sky is not the limit to me…..(”,)

Seribu wanita yang pernah singgah
Hanya datang dan pergi dan tak ada hati

Kau pun datang ada yang berbeda
Mengapa begini apa yang terjadi

Tak pernah sebelumnya
Tak pernah ku duga

Reff:

Ku akui ku main hati (ku main hati 2x)
Ku tak bisa tuk memungkiri
Ku main hati

Bersamamu ku rasakan
Yang tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Pencarianku berakhir
Karna ku tlah temukan dirimu

Back to Reff: (2x)

Ku main hati … Ku main hati
Ku main hati … Ku main hati

p/s: lagu ni nak bagi pada kawan yang suke sgt dengar… tiap kali naik keta pun mesti dengar lagu ni…

Seandainya kau ada di sini denganku

Mungkinku tak sendiri

Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku

Hiasi malam sepiku

Kuingin bersama dirimu..

Ku tak akan pernah

Berpaling darimu

Walau kini kau jauh dariku

Kanselalu ku nanti

Kerna.. ku sayang kamu..

Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu

Dengarlah melatiku

Ku berjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku

Takkan pernah ada yang lain..

Adakah rindu dihatimu

Seperti rindu yang kurasa

Sanggupkah ku terus terlena

Tanpamu disisiku

Kukan selalu menantimu..

28/10/2008 the date that i was accepted as a family members of JUSCO… 1 year that is full of sweet memories happens in every single moment..

sue, kerol, sai, bie, faris, si panjang with his new hensem manager (”,) (abdillah if i’m not mistake), meor and many more names that i’m not state here, i’m so sorry …..

not forget also the lines of managers/supervisors kak ina, miss vin, en.kamarul, kak zila, kak asiah, abg syuk, all of you have teached me the meaning of working life(”,).. fortunately this is my first job after graduating from IIUM..

really miss all of you….

    Too many times it seems we take for granted the ones we love. We wait for birthdays or holidays or some other occasions to say "I love U," "I appreaciate you," or "thank you." We let life carry us away on a never-ending road filled with the responsibilities of a day-to-day existence.
    In our busy lives, we often forget that there is more along the way than just bills to pay, phone calls to return, and errands to run. There are people in our lives who need to be hugged, who need to be loved. There are people in our lives who need their accomplishments noticed and praise…
    we need to remember how fragile hearts can be, how quickly a soul can grow, how fast a spirit can break…

Banyak yang aku pelajari dari kata2 kat atas tu…tapi ntah la, kadang2 bila hanya  sebelah pihak yg berusaha kearah itu,the other side just buat tak tau, tak guna jugak…. penat mengejar bahgia, hampir capai, terlepas lagi….harap tidak terlepas lagi.. aku kena tabah untuk pastikan semuanya teratur….Ya Allah, bantulah aku….

MUZIK,satu pengalaman yang agak bermakna….macam satu kelahiran semula bila kita hanyut dalam dunia ciptaan sendiri..hanya kita, dan beberapa objek yang ternyata kita yang mendimensikannya…